11.19.2009

I'm not too sure where my inspiration comes from

How is it that some people can just turn their creativity on and off like it's just another muscle that's been trained to work in sync with the rest of the body? I have loads of respect for these people, but am at the same time pretty jealous of this talent or ability.

I am learning that when working in a creative environment that I need to constantly keep myself on track with the task at hand. All too often I find myself looking for creativity somewhere, when all I really need to do is just stay focused and work hard. I understand that from time to time it is necessary to look to others for inspiration and ideas, but I don't want to be just another film maker that obviously likes Thomas Campbell or Taylor Steele. (not to pick on anyone in particular, but just by taking a look at pretty much any current surf film you can see traces of Campbell and Steele.)

It's such an odd topic at hand. At least for me it is. I look at friends of mine that continually put out good work, but the I look at myself and the work I've done... I know that I am fully capable or outputting good work, but the discipline to continue to learn and grow isn't always there. For this, there is no excuse. I simply need to get things straight personally, spiritually, and I need to make a conscious effort to look to God for my creativity. I know that as long as I depend on me for what I am lacking things will just be the same. I have been fortunate enough to have been surrounded by talented creatives that are first and foremost solid Christians and mentors. I'm going to take advantage of this.

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